I think that I'm fairly honored that I got to know myself to a great extend by now. In business I love making decisions and acting out on them. In my love live, I sometimes take forever to take a decision & other times I act out on my decision almost immediately. But when it comes to my personal life and what effects the ME - I find it incredibly hard. It takes me a long time to actually 'confirm' the decision and really make up my mind about something; but boy.... once I've done that - there's no holding me back.In the past couple of years I've been through so incredibly much. Some decisions were easy to make; others took me a while to actually make them. Some - I haven't even made yet. If I look back on the Jeanine of 3 years ago; I can spot the difference immediately! And I must admit - that is something to be proud of. I have made so many changes and I'm in such a good emotional state right now that the only thing that I still have as part of the 'past' is my current position. Now - I've said this before and I will say it over and over again... I L.O.V.E my job! I am very happy where I am and I love what I'm doing. My work is my 'escape' from the world. It is actually the one thing that sets me free. Because of all of that - I had to set myself free. I have resigned after many years and I'm taking the leap to something new. It is hell of a scary thing! It is something that I didn't really think I'd do. Besides the bit of healthy fear I am overwhelmed with excitement. I cannot wait for my first day. I did it. I took the leap!
